here’s the thing. i feel like everything i am doing is “fake” and invalid because i weigh so much. i don’t consider myself to have an eating disorder, however i know that not eating for 84 hours is not normal. so yeah. i feel like i need to work 100x harder to prove to myself and others that i can lose the weight.
The worst part about relationships is when you notice that they slowly lose interest in you and they start treating you like a stranger.
Idk my depression?
i should just end it
everyones better off without me
